huiling :D

scared

2010-02-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

:/ sigh i get pissed/annoyed/sad everyday sigh. /:

down down down down down

2010-01-20T23:39:00.004+08:00

i simply can't comprehend

how you can utter such words when you never mean them,
how you are able to make promises that you never intend to keep.

it baffles.. and annoys me ttm. (the latter holding the stronger feelings)
just wth is wrong with ya'll?
such ficklemindedness, such incongruity. tsk.

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aww, damn. :(

Life's a bitch.

2010-01-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

"Welcome back to school! Wecome a brand new year!"

yea shut up man you. your voice is the last thing that i wana hear. as if i really want to come back. trust me, if i could, i wouldn't. undoubtedly.

quite unfortunately, the first day of school hasn't been a good one.

the timetable was terrible. srsly, nj, why are you doing this to me! :(
right. so i was devestated when i realised that wendy, huishan and i weren't in the same math class anymore, and huishan won't be having chem lessons tgt w me any longer. as if it's not bad enough, nj just HAD to put me in classes with those people i LOVE. thanks man, it really helps a hell lot.

so for the first two hours i just spammed wendy's inbox with FML- related messages. hahah thanks for being so tolerant manz. (: srsly, i couldn't think abt anything much but FML during the first two periods.

thankfully, things got better later. realised that jiawen would be in the same chem and math class as me, and i'd have weiwei for gp (THANKFULLY).

yup and the day ended with a bang with the realisation that i was no longer needed to be present in chinese classes, which meant that.... i'd be released at 1.30 on mon! :D woohoo.

shopping with huishan and wendy aft sch was :) :) :).

alright but the bad thing is.... hols hw. i didn't think that teachers were actually gna collect the hw so i didnt really complete gp.

well, i was wrong.

wheeeee

2010-01-08T15:16:00.002+08:00

yay, i really must congratulate myself for completing say, 7/10 of my gp homework! (eh not easy to do ok!) hahaha whoa, i've never felt more accomplished since after my op! :D :D

darn.

2010-01-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

i feel like a noob now. :(

if only if only if only!! >:(

i'm sorry

2010-01-06T21:32:00.003+08:00

i wish there was more that i could do... but i'm just a useless coward, feeling so bad everytime i see you sad, yet not daring to do anything. still useless, so i guess i can only give you my sincere apology...

sorry... and be happy! :')

Feels like skydiving w/o a parachute.

2010-01-03T02:21:00.002+08:00

sigh. wade just hit the bullseye.

it never occured to me till now, which is a little late. but well, better late than never, they say. so i'll just be glad. hmm. somehow i've got a feeling (that tonight's gna be a good night hahaha) that i subconsciously knew it somehow, but i just refused to acknowledge the fact that i wasn't equipped with a parachute. perhaps it's because i just didnt want to go through all that trouble again for it, and i was running out of time..

but now that i know, i'll get it, asap.

oh btw my room is finally packed! yay! (:

2010

2010-01-01T20:24:00.005+08:00

this year, i resolve to grow smarter and be less lazy. (:

alright, ytd i went down to city hall to see the fireworks with grace, shinfen and wendy.
guess all the squeezing, shoving and weaving through the avalanche of people was pretty worth it; the 8 minute display of fireworks was spectacular. i liked the falling stars best. (:

i'm not exactly looking forward to this year like usual, knowing all the shit that i'll have to go through. many say that this year will fly by (as in for the J2s), so oh well, i'll survive. and make the best out of twenty-ten while i'm at it. (:

what to do?

2009-11-19T01:47:00.003+08:00

i'm so afraid to speak my mind nowadays coz there's always a 90% chance that i'd have to eat my words. its really irritating and exasperating to not have the courage to speak directly from my heart. the words that i want to say have to be filtered in my mind at least 3 times before they are uttered. sigh. doesn't feel too good to always be so hesitant also.

but where am i going to find that courage, given the scars from past experiences..?

supposed elegy

2009-11-10T23:57:00.003+08:00

goodbye pw, i will miss you... NOT.
goodbye pw, and good riddance.

2009-10-31T02:28:00.002+08:00

i HATE HATE HATE everything about PW,
from the grouping to the project itself.

so much to rant URGH.
needa talk to fp fast! ):

Allergy Attackkkk!

2009-10-15T21:33:00.002+08:00

yup. the title is telling...

it happened right aft PE, i could feel my ears ringing and reddening and my face numbing, even my lips! went to the toilet to have a look at the state that i was in, and i had a rude shock:
there were weird stuffzxz growing on my face!!! like bumps and swellings!! it was terrible, i looked like a monster. T-T

too ashamed to face anyone, i covered my face w a towel and jia wen accompanied me to the GO to get to blue slip to leave nj for the doctor..

k so i had my face covered throughout the journey back to clementi; to the doc... sigh, yes, it was that serious.

the doc told me that it's probably an allergy thou i insisted that i have never been allergic to anything these 17 years. then he was like, "well, there's always a first time..." etc. sigh.

anw it was really bad. not only my face was affected. the red marks and bumps on my hands kept appearing. twas really scary... and disgusting. oh. my legs were not spared. aiyah. in other words, my whole body had those stuff. T-T

took the prescribed medicine, slept and thank goodness, i'm ohhkay now. (:
just rlly rlly hope that i wont have another surprise attack like that..

OH OH OH.. JIA WEN! hahah im rlly grateful... thanks for accompanying me to the GO, to find teachers to get that damned slip signed, informing others why i had to skip lessons; for everything. haha. though i think you wont see this, but thanks, really really really. (:

& to all others who wished me well, thanks! ^-^
sian. i missed physics today. :(

go away

2009-10-14T21:31:00.001+08:00

please dont attempt to cross the limit.
the consequence won't be pleasant.

urgh. raging inside. hate school hate pw hate everything.

2009-10-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

my cousins came back from california! (aft 2 years) and i am rlly intrigued by them and their.... new found accents. :D

hahah. it's really interesting coz they're all rather young so they all, unlike their parents, managed to pick up the american accent rather well... esp the youngest girl.

she's really cute and stuff and i was getting pretty fond of her till this air of arrogance engulfed me... she can be quite haughty at times..hmmzzz... but i like the oldest girl thou! (: she still seems nice (:

ohh well. these are all first impressions since i didnt manage to talk to them much today... maybe i shall follow my mom to visit them some day at their abode and check them out further. :D

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anw... promos? ahhh ummm hmmm......................

2009-09-01T23:37:00.001+08:00

hi world, it has been long. (:

sch's normal, life's mundane.

still trying to find me back.

2009-07-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

oh nozz must stop sleeping...
and start doing some work.. ><

today's dance practice was tiring. (2-7pm)
ya i know it's a sunday, but no choice coz performance day is coming real soon and we lack practices!!

but i like dance like that. :)

k need to start on some tutorials. bye. :)

ouch

2009-07-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

i just got slapped hard today.

by my lit result.
it was disastrous.
the marks couldn't be lower.

hmm.
it's rather timely, just when i'm slacking away this slap came.
actually, i was getting complacent... heh.
but it's damn painful can. i dont think i deserve such a hard one lor...
coz i did study after all...

ok not gna cry over split milk.
need to work doubly hard for lit.
need to wake up.. and be a no life mugger once again...
haiz.

haha okay aft thinking for some time i'm glad for this result thou i was super affected in the morning, afternn and evening. shows that i'm not ahmazing aft all. and i'll die a worse (although i think nth can be worse than this. yes, it's that bad.) death if i dont start studying hard noww.

anw just some random thoughts,
- you suck.
- you suck too.
- hate irresponsible people.
- true colours are surfacing and i'm getting scared + irritated + pissed.

dont like school.
need to talk to fp fast.

holiday

2009-07-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

in lieu of collage day, we had no school today. (yay haha)

aiyah but i had to go back to school anyway... =.=
to prepare for the smu concert.

hmm. i havent been dancing for a reallyyy long time. (since the end of ayg)
yea and like aft today's practice, i'm having really horrible muscle aches already.
esp my stomach muscles. like 60 crunches killed it alr.
ehh during the lumos times, we did like 90 crunches everyday and i was ok lor...
aiyoh aiyoh. weak liaoz.

ok so i'm quite scared since there are only 5 more practices till the performance.
and today was our official first practice only.. hmm...
hope i dont screw up like last time.
but i'm not standing in front anymore so... HEH HEH HEH.
thank goodness. =.=

oh well. wanted to go shopping aft dance but i just had to sleep aft bathing.
so ended up having lunch only. :(
boooo. aft this week, i'm like so gna have no life again.
sian. dont wana go to school.... *whines*

oh my ct results are rather interesting btw. haha.
have loads of things to say abt this topic but well...
it's a rather sensitive topic so i think tt i'll just have to talk to fairypony.
hahah.

i miss mapleeeeee. :(
but i forgot my password AS WELL AS my pin number.
ARGHH.

pw

2009-07-17T20:49:00.001+08:00

won't say that i'm not pissed.

in fact, i'm boiling.

don't know if i'm justified to say this, but grp mber(s) are really pissing me off.

2009-07-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

argh feel like banging my head on the wall.

don't wana go to sch.

suffocating...

2009-07-11T00:40:00.004+08:00

and it's just the beginning of the new term..
how to survive? T_T

sometimes i can't help but feel :(.
just trying to stay afloat is alr killing me.
you really have to sacrifice so much to survive in a sch like mine.
and it's really :( when you try and try, putting in so much effort and they just go unrecognized.
aiyah but this is not new to me so...
i just gotta try harder, i guess...

lol anwz,
i passed the phy test that i thought i had 0% chances of passing. (o_O bet you're surprised too wahahah PHYSICS LEHHHHH. :D)
and failed the chem test that i thought i had quite a high possibility of passing. =.=
lolzzzz i'm retarded. xD

i'd give anything for a piano right now. ><

coz we're all rockstarrrs (:

2009-07-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥

they're the reason why i ♥ dance even though i'm horrible at it, the reason why i enjoyed long, tiring ayg practice sessions, the reason why i'm still in nj.

indeed, i love the company way more than the place.

♥

AYG!! :DDDD

2009-06-30T09:16:00.003+08:00

a little screwed here and there but overall, it was awesomeeeee. <33

I WAS ON TEEVEEHEHEHEHEHEEEE!!
DID YOU SEEEEEE?!? ^-^

hope i didnt look too retarded. xD

pics aft ceetees. :(

AYG

2009-06-25T00:04:00.002+08:00

is super draining. :(

29/06/09 7pm Channel 5 - must watch!! (:
ehh all our hard work ok! :D

today i found out that the passing rate for my sch's chem common test is 2%.
in other words, the failing rate is 98%.
what a joke.

i was such a retard to even wonder why the promo criteria was so easy.
now i see the light, that passing is already almost impossible.
wah sian.

argh to hell with optimism, i'm so gonna fail physics.
the 2007 and 2008 phy ct papers were enough to tell me that.

ahhhhhh nj why must you be so cruel!!! T_T

wa

2009-06-21T00:48:00.006+08:00

almost 1 week gone and still so many things to do!
crappppp.

omg so lousy have to tune to mugging mode real soon. yet again i just dont have the mood to study urgh. wah super hard to start the engine. must have spoilt it during the O lvls period lolol. wan liao. or maybe it's just that i lost the key to the engine.. and i can't be bothered to search for it... :/

tkd today was damn sian. all the girls pangseh. T_T
wahlao eh i dont want to go alr lah...

go for tournament again? neverrr. :D
eh once bitten twice shy k. the feeling of total defeat is... woooo... painful.
im phobic alr. :/

...

2009-06-15T18:41:00.003+08:00

today i realised that i really suck at physics.
this is the consequence of not touching physics for one week. :S

siannnnnnnnnnnn.

the past weeks haven't really been productive. maybe it's just me, spending like 1234 hours on one tutorial. aiyoyo. to think that last year, i could do so manyyyy things in one day. i'm like so not able to follow my hols timetable (lagging behind, of course) and idk if i should be pissed w myself; i am really unable to complete tutorials quickly. have been really distracted with stuff on my mind all the time. hmm. must be the new environment. @_@ sian its getting really hard to focus... >:(

ohhh ya and although i have so little time, i still want to go shopping leh! hahhaha i just refuse to not have a proper day of shopping during this hols! heh heh maybe i shall go soon. yea. soon...

okay people study hard for common tests!! till then! (:

lau: eh no ok i died too. revived only in the late afternn. :D

time check: < 1 more week, crappp.

eh siying, 2 more weeks to master split and elbow k. wah sian i havent been training. X_X die alr lahh. :((

yawnnn

2009-06-06T23:07:00.001+08:00

today is a sianz day. :(

booooooooooo. :(

ugh

2009-05-28T21:51:00.001+08:00

can't believe that i was living a lie for close to 2 years.

i'm disgusted.

boring

2009-05-24T11:04:00.003+08:00

sch hols have started unofficially, since i only have to go to sch on tues for 3hrs for gp movie screening and fri for some talk. hahahahah awesomeeeee.

i'm glad the official lessons are over thou; this means that i won't have to see my horrible marks for the last lecture tests till after the common tests. haiz, well well well no doubt i'm still struggling in school. but i hope that it'd all get better soon, real soon, coz my strength is wearing out. :(

i guess i managed to survive school coz of friends. :) to think that i had a prejudiced view that the ppl from my sch would be mean/ selfish/ super compatitive etc but well, i was not totally right. i'm glad that those who are my friends do not really possess that of the above qualities. perfection is impossible, but at least they're nice and helpful. :)

that's life for me till date in a school filled with dull shades of grey. hope ya'll are enjoying yourself in yr new sch! :)

and, really, wt_ is wrong with you?!?!?

"孩子,我为什么打你"

2009-05-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

but just now, i heard incessant shriekings of a child,
"妈妈!对不起! 我下次不敢le!"

it stopped for awhile, then continued later on, stopped again, then continued, with the shrieks of the child growing louder each time. i could feel his agony and pain. it was so immerse. haiz maybe he was in the wrong, but as an outsider, i feel so much for him.

this made me think of the chapter in our chinese textbook with the above title....
"孩子, 打与不打都是爱, 你可懂得?"
:( :( :(

alright, sadness aside, i'm suddenly reminded of the chinese test i'll be having tmr... and friday. shit.

pissed

2009-05-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

ok so i was late last friday.

reached sch at 7.42.

srsly, i didnt know that reaching at this time was considered late lah.
aiiyoooooo.

ok so late still nvm, it's my fault for reaching the bus stop unusually early but missing the bus coz it came unusually earlier. then the next bus came 25 mins later, 10 mins later than usual. ya lah all my fault.

upon reaching, i saw 1 student holding a file and 1 teacher standing next to him at the nextball court. he was to record my name. oh well. i guessed as much.

then right, i thought we could leave to the assembly ground or sth, so i started walking away. both the teacher and student said sth to me:

student: oh, you'll have to stay. (in a really nice, somewhat apologetic voice)
teacher: where do you think you are going?

just look at the contrast man. the teacher was so bloody rude.

like totally wt_ you could've been nicer so what if i'm late i didn't know i had to stay. you didn't have to make it sound like i was some convict trying to escape from jail right. fold your arms and give me the duapai look some more. i was so pissed, but what could i do? i just glared. haiz, i really have no courage. oh whatever, you're on my blacklist now.

go and sc lah you. scscscscscscscsc. (hahaha shinfen hahaha) SC!

Life

2009-05-15T01:26:00.003+08:00

hiiiii i just woke up not long ago lol i'm such a pig.

ever since jc life started w real timetables and all, i've been ruining my bio clock. but what to do! i'm just so tired every ~~day~~ night when i reach home. so i simply fall alsleep aft eating dinner and jolt awake at some random time, start panicking and chionging my tutorials. that's life for you. damn sian. so no life can. how long has it been since i last went on a real shopping trip? :( i can't even remember.

heh heh i can't wait for next week! besides the 3 lecture tests, the timetable specially for nxt week is awesome. i get to go to school at 1.30pm and leave at 3.30pm on mon, and this routine is abt the same for the rest of the week HAAHAHAHA fantastic. :) :)

ohh and cliched as it may seem, i'm really relieved that i saw the light at the end of the tunnel. HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN LOST ALR HUH. it was horrible, all those struggles in vain. buttttt now, at least, i get sth in return. like finally. :)

but i'm so scared that i'll lose sight of it again. :(

happy 17th, annabel!

2009-05-02T21:19:00.004+08:00

haha $123 cake from Swiss. :D

hope that you had a great advanced birthday!

LOVE YA SWEEIEPIE! AND CLIQUE 7!! :D

just glad that everything fell into place.

so glad. :)

This path isn't easy

2009-04-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

but it's too early to give up.

Facades

2009-04-22T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hahahahahahah hello! It has been long since i last wrote. :P

School's okay so far, except for our very lovely PW. It's infurating to keep having my numerous PIs rejected again and again. UGH. Want a simile? I'll give you one: PW is like shit. Yea, like shittttt. Ugh annoying!!

I think Mr Yong was in a very good mood ytd during physics lecture coz unusually, he was being very lame:

"Don't think you all are doing a lot of work ah. Cause you all are sitting down. There's no displacement. You all always say that you do a lot of work, but acutally, you're lying to yourself. Even when you come to school, you're not doing any work at all. Cause you all eventually go home, so the displacement is zero. You are only doing a lot of work when you walk and walk and never come back."

Lol. That totally woke me up. (i was half-asleep)

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Okay, on another note, I think this is just about the time where most of the people remove their masks, revealing their true selves.

We always complain (I'm guilty too) about how fake people are, with their facades and all.

But, when they take off their masks, i get scared.

If their real selves are so unpleasant, so so scary, so so so malicious, then i'd rather they not remove their masks at all. It really shocks me to see how their looks do not match their hearts. It's frightening. I'm not saying that mine does, but at least i'm not so bad!

It sucks.

Makes me miss ct people. :(

Words unspoken

2009-04-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hi that's my class! :D

Lumoszxzxz! <3

Hahahha the 'guys' w our cherographer. :D and me looking like a retard at the back!

Juniorssss <3

hahah see how lucky i am, surrounded by so many pweety galz :D

Lumos'09

2009-04-03T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hahhaha hello hello!

So after super ultra busy weeks, i'm like finally freeeee! Hahahahha CCA everyday except sunday is no joke k. No joke. However, on the bright sight, cca pracs were really fun(and tiring)!!! yay wd!!! (: (:

Lumos was held today and it was.... um okay i guess. Except for the fact that HC played the wrong music for us which i thought was really unfair as it gave us a bad start. Not only that, they also played the wrong music for the senior's item! Like totally omg, what's wrong with them?? Ya so as usual i screwed up here and there and looked like a retard w/o my specs. Oh well. At least i remembered my steps, though i didn't exactly execute them well. Haha nvm, there's always a next time.... i hope. :D

huge thanks to annabel, yingting, grace, shinfen and carmen! <3
and yay to the SH1 item and dancers AND CHEROGRAPHERS!! :) :)

I haven't eaten dinner! I was too anxious bout the performance to eat just now. Haha i shall go and eat now. Pictures up soon, i hope. Bye and rest early! (:

"Can you two please stop talking"

2009-03-27T22:20:00.002+08:00

That's what she said. =.=''

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yay wendy shandy lingdy ^^
i think i like school.
but still, it's far from perfect.
complications never seem to cease to arrive, one after another. it's really quite irritating. could ya'll just leave me alone?

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grace+yingting+shinfen+annabel please collect your tickets from me asap! they have arrived. :)

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e(nj)oy (heh) the weekend!
trust me, it won't last for long. :(

Oh ya peekchures :D

2009-03-22T15:19:00.003+08:00

LIT!!!!! (:

Hahaha miss tnee! :D

Hahahahah how many years alr arh?? :D:D

YAY FLOWERPOWERZ! :D

Hahahahah we can just sit down and talk for v long i tell you. :D:D YAY CT!!!

Really awesome hols.

2009-03-22T14:52:00.002+08:00

which revloved around hw, cca, sleep (95%) and teenyweeny outings (5%) here and there. Just wonderful, ain't it? -.-

CCA's like any other school days! 7am- 3.30pm! x3 days! Then i'll reach home at ard 5, eat some snacks, tell myself that i have to do my homework, but end up sleeping due to the overwhleming fatigue. @_@

Anw i did some reflection and realised that i am actually in no position in complain and rant about being so busy. Just look at the SH2 peeps, they are taking their A levels this year! Yet they are also down for Ayg AND Lumos. Oh manz so pei fu. Hahaha or maybe they have a time machine hahahaha. :D Ok so i shall bear in mind not to complain so much alr and just let nature take its course and be more chirpee. :D:D:D

I just hope that everything would be better after june. (:
I also promise myself that i will go out more often during the june hols! (must must!)

10 more weeks to the june hols! HEEHEE. JIAYOU EVERYBODYZ! <3

If only time could come to a standstill

2009-03-19T21:41:00.003+08:00

Hizxzx long time no see.

Life is not good. I need 48 hours a day. No time for anything.

Hope to be able to do a proper update soon with peekchures. Bye.

best of both worlds

2009-03-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hi.

School's getting better i guess. (:

Being in an odd combi class has its pros too: i get to know tons of people! Like i'll have a GP friend for GP class, PE friend etc etc. I also have a break friend! :D Heehee. Its fuzzy to know that my OG mates haven't forgotten me either. Yaye maybe i'll be spending my friday breaks w ka shin. She's v nice k. I feel v comfortable around her. (:

Well, the only thing that isn't getting better for me is.... the studies part, as you'd probably have guessed. Physics is O-M-G, Chem is H-U-H, Math is ???, but Lit is fun. (: Seriously, i'm like dying for Physics. SAVE ME!!! :( Oh, on second thought, i think that even superman can't save me. Yes, i'm that hopeless. AHHH BUCK UP MANZ!

Had cca prac today, and it was awkward. I wished that today didn't happen. I wish that i wasn't torn between two. I think they misunderstood. I hope that everything will be back to normal by tuesday. Please? ): I think i know where my loyalities lie alr. (:

Oh sheet, piles of undone hw lie before my eyes. Kk muggingz time. Aiyah tomorrow maybe, I'm tired alr. Goodnight world. (:

Itsy bitsy OG w squash ppl outing

2009-02-28T16:01:00.002+08:00

The road run was horrendous. ugh. :( :( :(

The only thing to be happy about was that Lignum was not the last house YAYE!
(grins ultra widely at Yilin HEEHEEHEE. okok jkjk :D )

Only a few turned up for the outing but it's okay; it was still v fun! Streched a little outside the squash court while waiting for all to arrive. Had tips here and there! Thanks Aihua and Jingying! (:

Dined at some place at Coronation plaza. Food was okay. The highlight of the day was t/d! :D Realised i have some pretty crazy/ lame OG mates:

Truth:
A: Do you think the food here is good?
D: ******************* (R21).

Dare:
AH: take the knife and point at the aunty.
A: Eh, recite the alphabet.
YC(think it was her): Hug the aunty.

Hahhahaha. The game went on for a pretty long time. :D And i realised a judo guy is in my chinese class! Haha maybe we can spar some day lol. I think i will lose but who cares. :D:D

Y'know, i have more life in my cca than i have in my class. Kim is alr planning an outing! My class is like.... ..... ..... ..... .................. (=.=)

I miss OG6. :(
I miss 4D1 even more. :(
But i miss the 6 other flowers the most. :(

Just doesn't feel right

2009-02-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

Ok so can you tell me how i am supposed to survive in a class full of boys. Not that i have sth against boys but... I NEED GIRLFRIENDS. I'm not the type that can be bestfrenzxzxz w boys so yeah. Die. 5 other girls in my class and NONE have the same timetable as me. Wonderful. Absolutely brilliant.

Today i was caught for my skit by the dm. Not because it was too short, but because it was "ugly" as the hems were to high. Wt_ ppl no money alter then self-sew cannot huh. Summore have to screech and let the whole world hear. Phu-lese. I think that it's your character that's ugly. Fugly, to be precise.

I think there's sth wrong w me. I keep sleeping. Go home then sleep alr.. cant even drag myself up to finish that pile of hw. Sheet.

I know that there's no point in saying this, but i really want to be in the same class as any ct people/ og6 people (ka shin!! booooo!). :(

I don't love school anymore. I dread it.

Melting

2009-02-21T00:22:00.003+08:00

We had a go at our actual timetable today, and it kinda sucked. Partly because i'm taking an odd combination i guess.

I find it v weird that i'm not having lessons w my class though. It's like, i have a different timetable compared to those in my class. AND I'M HAVING P.E. BY MYSELF ON THURS WHICH IS DOWNRIGHT PATHETIC. I'll be having PE with another class i suppose? Omg so extra lah. And i will seemingly only have tutorials tgt w my class for physics, math and probably civics. LIKE HUHHHHHH. So today i was like a loner as we all had different break timings! UGH SO HORRIBLE. Having to be a loner for 2 years is too much for me to handle!!! :(

Should i regret taking an odd combi; taking lit instead of the normal econs? All those w normal combis go tgt everywhere as a class leh. But i like lit leh. The lectures are interesting and new. Thou it's rather hard trying to understand my lecturer's accent. Aiyo, but this is costing me 2 years of friends. How how how how how.... :(

I skipped CL lecture today coz i didn't know that there was one. (It wasn't reflected in my timetable.) So by the time i knew that i had to go for CL lecture, i was long over. =.=

Oh yah i have to rant about this: a few days back i accidently bumped into a girl holding an empty cup. NOTE THAT THE "BUMP" IS NOT A "KNOCK" OR "RAM". So i was like, "Ohmygosh, i'm sorry!!" THEN YOU KNOW WHAT WAS HER REACTION? SHE GAVE ME THE STUPID FACE AND SAID IN AN ARROGANT, STUPID TONE, "DONT SORRY mEeEeE, SORRY YOURselfFfF." Like totally wt_ lah. TEN THOUSAND INVERTED TEES IN HER FACE MANZ.

Right, one last thing before i go, i must say that my class is rather interesting. The number of girls in my class are not even enough to form another qi duo hua clique. gosh.

I solemnly swear that I am up to no good

2009-02-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhh pardon me, it's just a Potty moment. :D

Life is t-t-t-t-t-t-tiring.

I've seen my class; the torturous cycle of having to make new friends is beginning.
Ugh.

Horrid day

2009-02-12T17:52:00.002+08:00

1. Terribly painful cramps.
2. Stained skirt URGH.
3. Got molested!! *SCREAMS*
4. Math being so not-understandable
5. Alone when OG6's having econs :( :( :( WHY DOESN'T ANYONE (frm og6) TAKE LIT!! :( :(
6. Can't get calculator today.
7. Realised that ichiban DID NOT PAY ME (for jan) when i updated my passbook, wtfile-a-complaint. Mom called HQ; gonna get it next week. IT'D BETTER BE IN.

Oh well, tmr will be a better day, i hope.

Tkd!

2009-02-07T23:49:00.006+08:00

Hahahah tkd today was so fun fun funny. :D

See! We are retards! :D Hahaha credits to beatrice for the pics! (:

I am really thankful for beatrice and friends coz they make tkd so enjoyable for me!

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Some random stuff i remembered about school:

1. I heard that one of my OGL had 9 A1s for O lvls which is like total ownage.

2. This guy called Aaron keeps thinking that my name is Jane and everytime he sees me, he points at me w a puzzled look and say "You are....?". He did this 3 times EACH on the 1st and 2nd day in sch. Then it developed into "You are.. Jane right?" on the third and fourth day, and finally he got it right on the last day of orientation!

3. I see a few look-alikes! For example, this girl called AiHua in my OG looks a little like MinWei! And she was a netballer too! And and the captain of BPGH's netball team! She looks more like Mrs Ong (sec 3 lit teacher)though... like a junior mrs ong! :D

4. Another guy looks exactly like Bryan Chan.

5. I have a lot of LONGGG breaks in between lectures for the 1st week of school.

6. I dislike _ people.

7. I wish that someone from the qi duo hua clique was in NJ too so we could gossip bout __ together!

8. I DON'T WANT MONDAY TO COME. :(

Back to square one

2009-02-06T21:04:00.004+08:00

Heh i think i'm gonna like njc after all! (:

The OGLs of various OGs are really enthu manz. Like how the OGLs of my OG quickly organised an OG outing ytd and another OG outing next tuesday. I think the people in my OG are really nice, which really helps since we're probably going to have all lectures together as an OG for next week.

Anw the timetable for next week is really screwed. The whole J1 cohort have the same timetable. So people end up coming to school for 1 or 2 hours. Like how i have no more lectures from 10am onwards next friday. (I only have Chem and Lit lectures that day.) =.=

Ohhhh miraculously, i passed choir audition #01 and had choir audition #02 today. It wasn't as screwed as my previous audition and i'm glad. But mistakes were there and stuff so idk if i'll make it to the choir in the end. NJChoir's conductor asked my who was my previous instructor and i was stunned for awhile coz i couldn't remember the guy's name. Luckily i remembered Mrs On. Lol...

I'm really awed by NJcians. They are seriously all-rounded, talented and have both brawns and brains. The seniors are really brilliant, not the forget, extremely independent. The choir really can sing. I was greatly impressed by their performance. Dancers are pumped with energy and can really shake. Sports people are like elite. And the list goes on. It's so different from what i've experienced in CTSS. Seems like i have to set my targets much much much higher. Wooo it's probably going to be tough, but i'll do my best! (:

Think i can grow fat in nj coz the canteen food is wayyyyy nicer than ctss'. They have Asian, Japanese and Western cuisine. BEST OF ALL, THEY HAVE 50 CENTS RIBENA YAY!

School

2009-02-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

I'm getting a wee bit fonder of nj with each passing day! (:
OG6 is really cool!

We had external hunt at JE and Bishan today. Pretty tiring with us having to walk those long distances. All the fun and laughter we had made up for it thou. Ron really has awesome leadership skills. He's super enthu and hyper and encouraging too. I see a potential leader! :D

Oh i made a new friend today! Her name's Joanne and she's really nice! She speaks really good english too. Like all the "th" sounds were really clear and stuff. Haha i think my english will improve greatly if we click. Except that she seems like a really rich girl. So i guess we won't click afterall. ):

Oh well. I think i just disgraced CTchorale at the choir auditions ytd. Manz, i'm so embarrassed.

Swirling

2009-02-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

Still don't know if njc's right for me. Having mixed feelings bout the school now.. however, i guess fate's sealed so i can't do anything bout it but take it in my stride, and try to enjoy every moment spent in nj. :) :) :)

Unbelievable as it sounds, i alr getting irritated w some people. =.=

On a lighter note, NJcians can dance!!! Very well!! So cool! I like!! :D:D

First day of school,

2009-02-02T19:37:00.003+08:00

Lol that makes me sound like some pri 1 kid but aiyah wadeva.

Dragged myself out of bed at 6.05, washed up and headed to the bus stop to catch 154. It was really packed. Contemplated whether or not to ask the bus driver to tell me when it was time to alight, but decided against it after awhile coz it'd be too embarassing. The bus ride was long. It was easy to see which stop to get off thou; i just followed the crowd. :D

With a small clique made up of 7 EX-clementeens, we made our way to the school hall. Had lectures after lectures which were super BORING. I couldn't stop fidgeting in my seat. Couldn't stop yawning either.

After that, we broke into our small groups for orientation. I was feeling very sian at that point of time coz i had no friends. :( Seriously thought that i was gonna be a lonerz. BUTTTTTHEN, a girl called Samantha talked to me!

She was like "You want to go and buy uniform?"
Then i replied, "Eh, i dont have money, unless they accept NETS."
Her reply totally shocked me: "Nvm, i lend you!"

Whoa so nice hor!! I knew her for only a minute and she readily agreed to lend my moolah! $30 leh!!! So we became fast frenz. (: And so i'm not a loner anymore wheeeee.

Played games, mini tour around the school, choosing sub comb (PCME), student survey then we were released from school. (:

Oh well. I'm looking forward to school tmr! Only because i get to wear the new uniform yaye! :D

School tmr!

2009-02-01T21:07:00.003+08:00

Okay, so it'd be my first day in njc tmr. Well... the excitement is not quite there yet, probably because i don't exactly fancy the idea of waking up at 6am instead of my usual 11am everyday. Ahhhh better sleep early today! :(

Anyway, here are some overdue pics:

Weilong's birthday party there's the birthday boy! (:

4D1 outing at ECP:
As you can see, not many ppl turned up. ):

Haha okay that's about all, bye!

Njc?

2009-01-30T20:31:00.003+08:00

Well. So, i got in. However, i was hoping so much to see more familiar faces. I was, actually, expecting nj to be populated w ctss students. It wouldn't be the case now, since probably all the 5 pointers were rejected. Sigh, i'm gona be a lonerz. But... then again, new friends? Argh. We shall see soon, i guess.

Happy CNY!

2009-01-25T22:24:00.002+08:00

Went back to CTSS to celebrate cny with the school last friday. :)

Lunch at chinatown aft that. The porridge there is v nice!!

Oh ya thank you ruby for the pics! :)

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Happy CNY to all! Your pockets will be so much fuller aft this huh. Unlike poor me!! I won't be able to collect much hong baos this year.. due to some family reasons... :( Lol...k nvm, next year will be better. :)

Feels like i'm schooling

2009-01-23T23:43:00.004+08:00

Yea. I did feel that way when i was working today, because...

2 of my colleagues and i got caught by the big boss for our hair. Gosh, i have never been caught for my hair in CTSS before; how could i get caught by icb's boss!!! What a disgrace!!

So what was wrong with our hair? Well, we let our fringes fall coz we'd look damn retarded with our fringes tucked behind our bandanas and it was, apparently, unacceptable. So we had to tuck them behind the bandana eventually and we all looked very funny hahahhaahahha.

Then after awhile, Rachelle came and told me
"ni ke yi fang xia ni the tou fa liao. ta zuo liao."

Haahahhaa. So rebellious. So fun. :D

Class chalet :D

2009-01-22T14:47:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha, it was fun fun fun! :D

Enjoyed the whole chalet thoroughly be it when we're having indoor/ outdoor games/ arcade coz i guess it's the company that really matters. :)

I dunno if we'll ever see each other again, but i know these beautiful memories will always linger, some way or another.

4D1'08, these 2 years had been great. Love ya all! <3

Haha

2009-01-18T10:33:00.002+08:00

I suddenly don't like to work anymore. I got my pay i got money already i want to go out with the clique!! Work is not that fun anymore, especially when the boss keeps cutting down the number of staff working per day. This means that there will be very little service staffs a day which makes work very hectic and stress and not fun. :(

Ok i duno wad to blog abt alr hahahaha. Bye.

Four

2009-01-14T16:33:00.002+08:00

235 for PSLE and getting into CTSS was a blessing in disguise.. :)

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wahlao, opening for 3 days?!?!?! URGH.

Wooo

2009-01-12T22:04:00.004+08:00

Alright. The release of the O level results today. Seriously, i didn't know how to feel.

In the morning, i purposely forced myself to sleep again everytime i woke up so that time could past faster. Yup. So i woke up at.... 12.45pm. Heh. Slacked abit, then it was time to walk to school.

I remember that i was strolling across the hall to the place where 4D1'08 sat, when some sec 4 shouted, "kin lah." Irritated, i mumbled, "shut up lah." Lol. Must be the tension in me.

After enduring talks and lectures one after another, it was time.

Queued for the results, and there and then, our futures were set. Just by a slip of paper. The surroundings, the company, the tears, the laughter were like dejavu. It was like... didn't i witness all these last year...? The difference was, this time, I was the one getting the results slip.

Haha Graceyeo, Janice and QianHua witnessed me tearing open the letter which stated my results with trembling hands. Yup. You girls saw my results; you all know what you have to do this year. (: Work hard okay! Jiayou!

So aft that, we slacked ard a little, then headed to Holland to have lunch.. :)
The End; the excitement, the tension is over. Gotta get on with our lives now... :(

OH YES.
I WAS SO AFRAID THAT ANNA AND LAU DIDNT WANT TO FRIEND ME ANYMORE K. COZ SHINFEN TURNED OFF HER PHONE AND WE COULDN'T CONTACT HER, AND ANNA DIDNT WANT TO SEE ME:

Me: "Erm, is it okay if we come and find you...?"
Anna: "No, no no. Don't want."

SADDEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE K. :( :( :( :( :(

Heartbeat

2009-01-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

So. Today was quite.... jumpy? Like that of the heartbeat of a person you see on a hospital's monitor screen.

It was....

=), then
=/,
=(,
=C,
=/,
=C,
=),
=(,
=/,
=D,
=/.

then =) =) =) all the way.

Ahh, today hasn't exactly been a good day.
Nvm, ming tian hui geng hao.

=)

HI WORLD i am half dead.

2009-01-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

Okayyyyy. So today was 'camp' at Icb. 10 hrs k.

It was really slack in the afternoon, which was good! Heheh. I learnt to take orders too! Quite scary ok, when you can't find what the customers want on the order sheet. Through it all, i realised something- My handwriting sucks.

I think that i'm quite blind too. I kept counting the colour plates wrongly. So scary. Kept having to take back the bill sheet from the customers. =.=

Ard 4pm, the boss forced flower and I to take over grace for the sushi wastage thingy. Yah. So we had quite a hard time lah. Coz we didn't know the names of the sushis. Like Marugo, Ikura, Chuka Wakame, Isosazae; We were like HUHHHHHHHH?? But aft that we got our breaks which is :).

Hohohoho. We ate the sushis! I got to try new and expensive stuff like abalone, seasoned scallop, lobster salad. HAHAHAH. Plus miso souppppp! :D SoMeOnE tEeTh PaIn CaNnOt EaT wOrHx. :D

ALRIGHT. Seems like working is a breeze right? NOOOOOO. YOU ARE SO WRONG.

DINNER PERIOD WAS SO HORRENDOUS K. I think that i should have a pay rise. Why?

1. I manned the ocha room, was the runner, took care of stations A and B. Mostly station A.
2. I got scalded by hot tea 3 times, being so flustered on wanting to serve the customers asap.
3. I got burnt by the bloody chawa.
4. I said 'sorry' 2142144 times. Mostly when it's not my fault.
5. I almost slipped and fell xxx times.

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ONLY HAVE 7 PPL WORKING DURING THE DINNER PERIOD. ZZZ. Rush here rush there, rush this rush that. Never ending queue outside summore.

BUT! I think that flower should be promoted! Coz he is like even better than me lah. Carry so many heavy things still haven't dou! And he took out so many chawa!! Manz. I cannot laugh at him anymore. :(

Oh oh oh. And one customer ordered wrongly. So we could eat the one he/she ordered wrongly. It's v nice!!! :) :)

On a random note, i hate it when customers order from the sushi menu. Must write so many things. Not enough space for me to write summore. Tsk. So irritating.

Okay. It was terrible at night too. Because there was so little ppl, we had to take on extra duties. :( Sucks. Someone is a pig hor flower hor. Ended work damn late. Like 1040. Usually, by 1010, i'd have finished my duties. Tsk.

Oh yes! Flower has a new name!
~~mervyn. genghua. flower. mop floor uncle.~~ spolit bread!! :):)
heehee. :) Thanks for the HRs again! :D

Love Chalet ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-01-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

hey!

my 5th and 6th Jan'09 were spent at Sentosa with the clique! Unfortunately, the clique wasn't whole as yingting wasn't able to make it.. :(

Overall, it was fun, hyper and simply crazy! :D

5th Jan:

Metup with ck, lau and grace at clementi MRT @ 12pm. Annabel and wendy had to rehearse the play so they'd meet us up later. We headed to vivo city and had lunch at toast box. IT WAS HORRIBLE I TELL YOU. No, not the food. It was the part where we had to snatch for places to sit! We missed quite a number as the working adults were faster than us.... oh manz... but we still got a place in the end. So it was nasi lemak+ milo+ tea for us all.

Aft we finished, it was still pretty early, so we went to the outdoor place to take pictures! BUTTTTTTT. At that precise moment, it had to rain. =.= tsk, so sao xing. Luckily it didn't last long lo...

Took the monorail to Sentosa afterwards! Stopped at Beach Station and we were captivated by the enticing sky rides. So we decided among ourselves that if it was below $15 for the ride, we'd take it. :) Went to check it out and YAY, $10 for a one way skyride upwards, then LUGE ride downwards. :) Woooooohoooooooooo.

Hurriedly checked the chalet to place our bags then headed back to the sky ride station!

Bought the tickets, and we were off. Our very first adventure. It was really cool. What beats the warm breeze+ magnificent view of the island+ the great company? That is, for only half of our ride up. The next half of the ride was blurry+ cold + wet. Yes, it rained, when we were in mid-air. Wow.

Upon reaching the skyride station at the other end, we dashed for shelter. Waited for the rain to be less heavy then we went to take our LUGE ride down. lolololol. It was okay lah. Quite fun, minus the bumpy road surfaces and the drizzle which evolved into heavy rain again. It was freezing when we finished our individual rides. Brr.

Because our tickets stated that we could have $2 off our next ride, we decided to go on board the sky ride again!! Hahahahah. This time, it was pouring the whole way. A whole new experience i guess.

Okay. So we decided to walk to the Merlion. Saw a peacock which refused to spread it's colourful tail(?) to show us. We even did a dance for it to enourage it to open it's tail ok. It still refused to. Gah. Irritating.

We arrived at the Merlion (miss tneeeeee! it's ultra super big!) but it was too cold to go into it. (It's air-conditoned and we were dripping wet at that moment.) So we had adventure #2 - to go inside the water thingy without being caught. The water was really warm! But it was scary ok. We kept looking behind out backs to make sure that no one was looking. hahhaha.

Followed the path ahead and we were back at the Beach station. :) Went back to the chalet to wash up, and await the arrival of our guest-of-honours, anna and wendy. Took many many pics while waiting. Pictures were hilarious. Spent half the time laughing at ourselves. lol...

6+pm and the VIPs arrived! Yayyyyy! Went back to vivo for dinner. Dined at burger king. heh. THENNNNNNNNNN. We went to the arcade! Spent quite a lot of money on the drums! Very cool okokok! One person in charge of one drum, and we stilled failed the stage ok! BUT WE DIDN'T GIVE UP; Played until we could pass all three stages with super flying colours. :D hahahahha. We are the retarded pros. :D

Wanted to take the monorail back to Sentosa, but we realised that our tickets weren't valid anymore lah like wth. Didn't want to pay another $3 just because in our excitement, we failed to see the TNC of the ticket in super small font and white in colour at the back of the ticket. So we decided to try our luck and take the bus. YEA SO MUCH FOR THAT. We missed the last bus by 9 MINUTES. ZZZ.

Almost wanted to walk back, but chucked the idea aft talking to a sentosa bus driver. (we wanted to persuade him to bring us back to sentosa, but to no avail.) So the 6 of us took a taxi. Hero ck took the lead and talked the taxi driver into allowing the 6 of us to take the same taxi. :)

Guess what. Upon reaching the entrance to Sentosa, we were told that we were to pay another $2 per person. Zzz....... sentosa... why like that....

Oh well. We were back at our chalet eventually.

The night was filled with TABOO, and we yelled our lungs out. We were really hyped up then. After two hours of yelling, we got..... hungry! Hahahaha. So we asked those ppl who were BBQ-ing to sell us chicken wings. As expected, they gave the chicken wings to us. foc. heh. :D The chicken wings were supaaa good. I think it was partly because we were hungryyyy.

oh right. It's 6 Jan already:

Continued taboo-ing. But it was in the slow-motion version, as we were tired alr. Ceased the game aft ard 1 hr more. Then it was 'performance time'. Or rather, yelling songs time. Our very own version of Don't forget the lyrics.

Blah blah talk somemore then dou liaoz. Slept like some pig. Woke up at 5.10am to see the sunrise. Ck, lau and anna refused to leave their beds. So grace, wendy and i went on adventure #3- catch the sunrise lolol. Failed lah. Went back to sleep.

Woke up at 9am, washed up and checked out. Bus back to vivo. Byebye. :D

WE SHOULD HAVE ANOTHER CHALET SOON!!!! HEE HEE. :D

OH YEA, GRACE I HOPE YOUR CAMERA'S FINE OK!!!
DON'T BE SAD!!!!!!!
SMILE! :D

Annoying

2009-01-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

if you think i'm so stupid, you're wrong.

your words will not move me like they did last time. i will never let you have a go at the sinews of my heart again. i refuse believe you, because you. are. such. a. jerk.

if you think that after 2 years and i haven't grown up, you're so terribly wrong, again.

i've seen through everything. you can't lie to me any longer.

Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be

2009-01-04T10:53:00.004+08:00

okay this post is about twilight also heh.

i'm head over heels in love with Edward Cullen!
no, not the actor, the character.

who would've thought that bloodthirsty vampires could be so charming?
too bad it's just a fiction, where the dashing prince saves the damsel in distress, where the hero never fails to uphold justice, where they all live happily ever after.

Twilight

2009-01-02T20:16:00.001+08:00

in my opinion, it was pretty good.
fuzzy wuzzy. :)

perhaps the book would be even better!
can't wait to read the book! :D

Hectic

2009-01-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

wooooooooooooooooo.
v tired.... dou liao..
muscle damn ache!!

today was.... horrifyingly hectic.
my 2009 indeed started with a bang.

th shop was swarming with customers the whole day.
the queue outside was like never-ending.
i started work for barely an hour and my muscles were alr aching.
aiyoz. i wasn't even that busy and tired during christmas!

thank goodness for the warm smiles and encouraging nods from colleagues.
that motivated me to hang in there quite a bit. :)

haha. some of th colleagues are actually v nice.
making new friends isn't so bad aft all.... :D

ok i'm gna hit the sack.
morning shift for work tmr! *groans*

P/S: DOLPHIN IS NOT WEAK OKAY!!!! :)

2009's Countdown; Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T02:17:00.004+08:00

Our mini adventure ended 20 mins ago.

haha, it began at 9.40pm at Cityhall!
grace, shinfen, wendy and i met up in hope to see some spectacular fireworks!

because it was still early, we decided to have ice-cream to pass time.
anderson was full, and so was swensons.
eh, so we decided to have our ice-cream at some place...
erm can't remember the shop name lol.

ok moving on...
soooooooo after looking at the menu for 20mins,
we finally made up our minds on our choices of desserts.

grace and wendy had cookies and cream ice-cream cake w chocolate ice-cream.
shinfen and i had waffles with ice cream! :)
yummy! :)

11pm and we left the shop, headed in the direction of Fullerton(?) hotel.
it was terrible.
the crowd, meant.
hardly enough space to breathe.
not to mention, we were dying in that heat...

after 50 minutes of trudging at snail's pace,
we finally found a nice, breezy, not-so-crowded place to watch the fireworks.
the wait was pretty exciting.
it feels weird to have a whole year ending in just 10minutes yea.

thennnnn. FIREWORKS!

they were beautiful, simply beautiful.
so captivating, you wouldn't even want to blink. hahaha. :D

and we had a ~~bird~~worm-eye's view of the fireworks!
heeheee. how great was that manz. :) :) :)

well.. it ended soon.....
so it was the horrible human jam again.
walk for a horribly long time again.

luckily lau's parents came to the rescue and fetched us home! :)
thankyou! :)

(pics will be up when i get them all!)
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alrighty, so it's a brand new year ahead!
i sure hope that it would be better than 2008!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

Love

2008-12-30T11:30:00.003+08:00

i know i put up this pic before, but it's the only pic i have of us in my com! :(

haha just want ya'll to know,

perhaps this year wouldn't be so great w/o you babes!

thanks for everything! :)

LOVE LOVE LOVE YA ALL! <3

yay the clique gathering at ck's ytd was :)

too bad most of the time was spent on teevee. (xiao niang re)

hahah so we couldn't chat much...

by the time we were in the chatting mood, it was alr 11.55pm. (...)

hahahh nvm, clique chalet is nearing, yay!! :D

pictures with grace! (must upload okay!)

haha okay i gtg pack my bag, bye!

Once in a blue moon is here! :D

2008-12-28T22:02:00.003+08:00

yay.
today, we finally managed to go out as a family!

it has been ages, seriously.

so, we went out for lunch tgt.
walked ard and blahhh.

evening was spent at orchard! :D
mummy wanted to see the christmas lights and deco yea.
hmm. i guess it wasn't that fantastic this year.
didn't see anything really awesome.

dinner at burger king.
i felt extra irritated with my bro coz he kept eating all my fries!
rahhhhhh.

oh yes yes yes!
we headed to centre point's robinsons!
hahha so i decided to find ruby lau!
but.
wahlao... cannot find!! :( :(
boo!

hahahah oh!
i want to watch twilight leh! D:
anyone who wants to watch too, watch with me k! :D
heehee.

lastlyyyyy,

A VERY HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL BRO,
AND A VERY HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO GRACE LIM! <3 :D

Tagged quiz :)

2008-12-27T22:56:00.005+08:00

tagged by beatrice! (:

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - Yes.
2. Are you happy - Yes! :D
3. Are you bored - Not now, but most of the time, yes.
4. Are you fair - No, i'm tanned.
5. Are you Italian - No.
6. Are you intelligent - eh. average! :D
7. Are you honest - Only when it's about serious matters.
8. Are you nice - heheh. okay lah. :D
9. Are you Irish - No.
10. Are you Asian - Yes! :)

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - Toh Huiling
2. Nickname - HONEYBUN<3 /dolphin/mary
3. Birth place - Singapore!
4. Hair color - Dark brown! :D
5. Natural hair style - curl curl curly... ):
6. Eye colour - eh. black.
7. Birthday - 6th September! :D:D
8. Mood - er... ok lah.
9. Favorite color - pink~
10. One place you'd like to visit - i want to travel the world leh..

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love - guess it's a yes. :D
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Yes!
3. Do you currently have a crush? - hohohoho. :D
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - No, i think.
5. Have you ever broken some one's heart - Probably not.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - No.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yesssss. i have lesser courage than Bob Ewell lah omg.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - No, i guess.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - sweetiepie! :]
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - hmm. Mommy or someone from the clique! :D

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - Love!
2. Hard liquor or beer - Beer...
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs!
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - A few best friends. :D:D
5. Creamy or Crunchy - eh... depends...
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen!
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - er...
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness! :) :)
9. Night or day - Day!!
10. IM or phone - handphone!

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - No! heehee.
2. Seen a polar bear - yes.
3. Done something you regret - ALWAYS.
4. Bungee jumped - No. no courage.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Yes! Cannot waste food! :D
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - No.
7. Been caught naked - eh. No.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - No. :)
9. Cried because you lost a pet - er, No.
10. Wanted to disappear - Yes.. when my problems can't seem to disappear.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - Smile.
2. Light or dark hair - Dark i guess.
3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs bah. :D
4. Shorter or taller - Taller!!!
5. Intelligence or attraction - Attraction.
6. Topman or Zara - Anything also can lah.
7. Funny or serious - Seriously depends on the situation.
8. Older or Younger - Older!! :)
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing.
10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet! <3

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes, CHOIR! :D
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - hahahah YES!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - eh no...
4. Ever been to a rock concert - no... ):
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team - school one lor.
6. Ever been on a dance team - no.
7. Ever been on a sports team - Yes! :D
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Yes, when i was attending kindergarden! HAHA.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley - huh no.
10. Ever been in a rap video - No.

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - MUMMY!
2. Last person you hugged - SWEETIEPIE!! :] :]
3. Last person you hung out with - er. tkd people! :)
4. Last time you worked - this morning.
5. Last person you talked to - Mummyyyy.
6. Last person you IM'd - eh... idk what IM is leh, heh. care to enlighten me, anyone? :)
7. Last person you texted - ben chiew. rushing me to go tkd as usual...
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - shinfen! :D
9. Last person/thing you missed - er... i miss many people.. :(
10. Last website visited - blogger.com

TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS

anybody lah... :)

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OH YES,
A VERY HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO
CHUA PEILING! :D <3

I'm lagging

2008-12-25T22:45:00.004+08:00

4d1 party at hansen's house. :)

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Chistmas was pretty okay this year i guess.

at least i managed to go out w lau shin fen!!

wahlao she disappeared for so long! :(

haha well, so work in the afternoon,

then orchard with shinfen!

went to book tickets for 'bedtime stories' first.

saw someone that we were talking about moments ago! o_O''

then we went to taka in hope to find mitchelle and sara.

combed the whole area, but to no avail..

but we saw kennie(?) instead!

she's v pretty!

but she nv/refuse to acknowledge us! ):

some senior.... haiz...

yah couldn't find them, so we went to the basement to grab a bite!

had prezel,chicken and ice cream!!

yummyyyy! :D

ok so mission failed and we ended up pigging out instead. =.=

headed back to cine and we saw quanmei!

she was also watching bedtime w her siblings! :)

so qiao~~

movie was nice; v funny.

but so short. 1 hr 30 min only!

then bus to clementi, went to buy drinks then headed home. :)

good bye christmas!

Merry Xmas!

2008-12-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

oh right.

Merry Christmas everyone!

and i'm seriously still feeling very bad. ):

I feel very very very bad.

2008-12-25T00:14:00.003+08:00

haiz haiz.

today my colleague got scolded by the boss. ):
and it was partly my fault.

okay, so the story goes:

he comes into the drinks rm and asks me,
"yao bu yao chi?"

me:"chi shen me?"

he:"icecream."

me:"haha, ke yi chi meh?"

*he bends down to scoop ice cream*
he: "bu yao bei zhua lor."

*BOSS WALKS IN*

i froze. i simply didn't know how to warn him.
he stands up w ice cream. boss glares.
boss. yells. at. him. in. a. threatening. tone.

idk what will happen to him leh....

oh manz.
im sorry sorry so very sorry.
don't know how to help you..... T_T

haiz.
sry!!

oh no oh no...

2008-12-23T00:18:00.002+08:00

ytd (mon)'s work was terrible!
almost everybody was angry w somebody!

it was a chain reaction yea:

boss angry= scold manager.
manager mood spoilt= kp staff.
sozxzxzxzx. everybody angry lor.

=(

Goodbye.

2008-12-22T13:03:00.000+08:00

my heart was getting heavier lately.
luckily it all ended yesterday.

i must say, the past week had been a tiring and tearful one.
it was nothing but home, work and tiongbahru.

saturday was the most tiring one.
work was from 10-4pm,
then home for awhile,
then we rushed to tiong.

because it was probably the last time jieying and i were going to see each other(this year),
i decided to stay over at tiong with her.
it would be the last night i could be with my grandfather also.

so it was mahjong the whole night.
i got bored when dawn was nearing so i stopped and read my storybook.
washed up and played poker cards till ard 9am.
the other family members and guests arrived so we ceased playing for the prayer was about to begin.
had to stand for a really long time.
almost dou-ed.(didn't sleep the last night, remember?)

the tong tong chiang was the most horrible one.
not that i'm in place to critize anything, but i almost went deaf k.
it was literally like ten thousand dinosaurs trampling on buildings.
it made the usually loud lion dance troupe sound like the noise lvl in a library k.
aiyah you get my point. it was really loud lah.
i could even hear the buzzing vibrations in my head.
i thought, for a moment, that i would go deaf.
furthermore, it lasted for no less then 30 minutes.

then....... it was time.

coach to the dunno wad place.
very cold place.
super contary to the furnace.
bai bai summore. then...
it really was the time.

went to the viewing room.
it was only when the coffin was slowly moving towards the furnace
did i let my tears flow freely.
i wanted to cry many a times before this, but i held all those tears back.
because i promised myself that after that last farewell, there would be no more tears.
so i would cry once once and only once.

then the door to the furnace closed, and no more ah gong.
everything was over.

coach to some temple.
prayed summore.
it lasted for a really really really long time.
jy and i want to dou alr....
she kept encouraging us like "3 more hours then can sleep liao."
so we both held on.

coach back to tiong to have lunch,
then drove(by car) to some place again to collect the ashes.
longer procedure.
go to another place put ashes in a tiny square tomb(?)
pray summore.
then...... home.

slept like some pig for about 18 hours.

i think that jieying was my motivation throughout the funeral process.
w/o her i think i dou alr.
for example, i managed to perservere on throught that many prayer sessions, and the tong tong chiang etc etc.
v lucky got her siaz.
we also had a mini discussion on the o lvl papers.
hahahah.
we had a lot to catch up on, i guess.

oh. and i think i closed this blog for awhile coz i didn't want you all to know about this yea.
maybe i thought that i didn't need to be consoled or blah blah.

so yea.
now that everything's over, lets not talk about it.

2008-12-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

idk what to say.

i'm ashamed.
i've been so selfish.

to think that i wanted to keep you for my own gain, making you suffer so much.
to think that i didn't even care abt your feelings..
to think that i... was oblivious to all that pain...

i wasn't even there when you needed us.

i'm sorry, we really shouldn't have left that day.
we should've been next to you, holding you tight.
10 hours made so much difference.

thinking back,
it's better that you left.
it had been painful for you, i know.
i'm just glad that you're free of the pain now.

i'm really sorry, will you forgive me?

i'll miss you. so much.
thanks for everything that you have done for us.

for the 2nd time this year... i'm really... crying.

2008-12-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

was jolted awake by the irritating buzzing of my phone thanks to lck's sms.
all i remembered was reading her msg, closing my eyes to rest some more,
then replying her msg.

when i woke up 1 and 1/2 hrs later,
i checked my 'sent mails' only to realise that i had not replied her.

soooooooo.
i must have been dreaming about me replying her.

zzz.
this happens so many times and i'm really starting to get irritated.
during the feverish times when mugging for the Os,
i always 'wake up' at 6.30am, then close my eyes again and dream about
myself getting out of the bed, washing up, dressing up and eating.
and when i'm all ready to leave the house, i will jolt awake,
and realise that at 7am, i have nt done any of the above and i'm going to be late for school.
=.=

okay.. moving on...
met up w ck at 2.30 and went to JP.
hahah ck was seemingly amazed by JP's extention.
hahaha. walked ard and chanced upon a cool bookstore!
it's really great! they're selling (or is it renting?) books at cheap prices! (not super cheap, but definitely cheaper then norm.)
they seem to be 2nd hand books thou, but in good condition. (:
heh heh heh.
ck and i agreed that when we receive our pay, we'd go there and splurge. :D

there are also many many many new food outlets!
yumyum.
but of course, you need money. lotsa money.

i think the arcade had also been renovated.
nice nice. got DDR and parapara machine. haha.
decided that if we ever wanna play the DDR, we'd have to go to the arcade at ungodly hours so as to avoid embarrassment..

went to mac to have a rest.
chat,stone,eat,drink. :D

walked ard some more then bus 154 home. (:

ate dinner at home, watched 15 min of HarryPotter,
then left the house for tkd.

today's training was okay i guess.
yeah okay, besides the fact that i was the joke of the day lah.
thanks a lot ahh, ben ang and chiew.
=.=

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i'm feeling very !!! now, i feel like cursing.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. ):

2008-12-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

hello!

well...
today, some horrid events took place!

first,
i wasted a trip to JE.
i was supposed to pass my manager some documents,
but i reached the shop,
only to find out that it was her day off.
and as if that was bad enough,
i totally embarassed myself at the shop!

coz it was like i didn't wanted to waste my trip there,
so i asked her if i could pass the docs to other ppl, or give it to her tmr instead.
she replied, "Tom".

the first thing that flashed thru my mind was that she wanted my to pass my docs to a guy named Tom.
so i happily waddled towards the shop and asked for this 'Tom' guy.
wellll. guess what.
there was no such person.

i then called my manager to verify,
and found out that she meant, "Tomorrow."

zzzzzz so embarassing!
i almost died of shame!!!
ahhhhhhhh. ):

ohh well.
then it was outing with beatrice, chub and friends.
they guys were super late!!
haha poor beatrice waited for ard 45 min.
i didn't have to wait for so long coz i didn't arrive as early as she did.
heh heh.

train to vivo, lunch, minitoons, movie then walking ard to find chub's present.
had 'couple trouble' along the way!
awkward silence for awhile in the midst of discussing this...
then chub took the lead to solve the problem,
and all was well again.

missed the chance to go crazy singing britney songs w chub and friends,
but it's okayyyy.
next time bah. (:

left vivo at ard 6.30++pm and i went to sgh to visit ahgong.
he was in pretty high spirits.
yaye!

dinner then train home. (:

some other things happened but aiyah,
a little sensitive to touch on.

on a lighter note,
at least i didn't have a boring day at home again!
yay! :D:D

2008-12-10T22:32:00.001+08:00

I think that all human beans are selfish.

2008-12-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

must learn to be contented w whatever i have.

haiz, sometimes i ask for too much;
i ask for only the best,
i ask for the world, when it's impossible.

perhaps it's time to lower my expectations,
coz life's just like that;
i can't have everything and anything that i want.

aiiiiiyoh, headache! ):

must learn to count my blessings! :D
life would be much easier then! (:

2008-12-07T17:40:00.000+08:00

i have finally managed to not

look at people from a prejudiced point of view,
not to judge them from what you have heard,
not to treat them badly, though rumors are flying about, intensifying that person's notorious behaviour/actions.

what for?
why let those rumors affect you?

you would be merely causing great harm and hurt to the so-called victims.

you don't know.
you're not the vicitims,
so you'll never really understand the pain and turmoil that they are going through.

so, on a lighter note,
why not stop looking at someone with eyes so tainted with prejudice?

you'd realise that
perhaps, just perhaps,
that person's not so bad after all... (:

2008-12-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

CHALET-booking.

dragged myself out of bed at 11.05am as i was late in meeting cheongkhi and brandon at Clementi MRT.

hastily washed up and woke my brother up.
bathed, changed, gobbled breakfast
and we headed for Clementi MRT.

after meeting ck and brandon,
we took a train to bedok,
wanting to head off to East Coast Park to book 4D1's chalet.

zhenning joined us at commonwealth MRT and the journey went on.

my brother was anti social, as usual.
he just kept his eyes on his newspaper while the rest of us chatted.

Bedok and we took bus 196 to ECP.
then it was a looooong walk to the chalet place.

arrived only to realise that we couldn't see the rooms
coz of some reasons.

fretted bout it for awhile,
then ck plucked up her courage and asked a nice-looking lady if we could take a look at their room to see how big it was.
yay, she allowed us to, but to our disappointment,
the two-story chalet was really small and squeezy.

the organisers did some discussion bout the price and whatsoever
while my brother and i talked some nonsense to past time~.

they then decided to book the chalet at downtown east coz it was way cheaper with a membership.

but first, lunch!
hahahah. we ate at some hawker centre at Bedok.
the aunty cheat my moneyyyyy.
$3 carrot cake still give me so little.
wahlao miser.

MRT to pasir ris and walked to DTE.
met w more problems there;
realised that nicholas's membership card wouldn't be valid if he wasn't there w us.

ohhhhhhh wellll.
so my bro signed up for the membership.
booked the rooms successfully and...
YAY, EVERYTHING WAS SETTLED!~~

walked ard DTE and i wanted to go to the arcade so.... we went. (lol duh.)

ck and i got excited upon seeing neoprint machines!
the boys' reactions were of the polar opposite:

ck and i: WAH! YAY, HERE GOT NEOPRINT MACHINE LEH! LET'S TAKE NEOPRITS!! :D
boys: huh... neoprints? sian...

they sportingly took neoprints w us anw! :D:D
the neoprints turned out pretty good! :D
zn and brandon found $1 somewhere in the machine summore!
hahhahha.

ck then realised that she was late for some family dinner thingy and so we all rushed back,
and our journey ended. :D:D

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TKD!

wow, it has been 2/3 months since i last had my tkd lesson!

hahahha sir was overwhlemed to see me!
haha i was glad to see jazlyn and friends again! (:

ben.c came and we talked a lot of nonsense~~

training was an ultimate BOO.
i've deproved SO MUCH.
wahhhhh sian!
must train train train ahhh!!

not fair!
ben.c also nv come for so long,
yet he has still maintained his high standard!!
ahhhhhh!!

kicked targets for awhile,
then ben.c dismissed the grp of bbelts for a break (which nv ended :D)
talked more nonsense,
then sir asked us to move to the badminton court.

target kicking, sparring, dog-and-bone there.

wahlao, i totally sucked at the dog-and-bone game lah!
siannnnnn!
D:

class dismissed then i had a funny conversation w ben.c:

me: eh why must you wear a cap arh? come tkd only.
ben.c: cause i nv style my hair.
me: huh? nv style then must wear cap?
ben.c: yep. coz my hair ugly mah.

hahahahah i didn't know. seriously didn't know.

okay so tkd today was fun fun fun! :D

and if you're wondering why i keep talking about this ben.c, it's beacuse he's the only closer friend that i have there (besides jazlyn) since the other's didn't come.
so of course i only keep talking to him and jazlyn lah.

2008-12-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, things get really confusing when you consider things from other's point of view; climb into their skins and walk around in it too much coz there'd be a whole range of views to consider from and you can't really differentiate who is right and who is wrong.

They all seemed right to me anyway. @_@

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work today was more fun.
better then ytd i guess.

coz of the ppl i was working with!
they were a much nicer/ more friendly/younger batch.
not so dao, don't have stern face etc etc.

there's one lady who's seemingly crazy.
one minute chide me, the next minute smile v warmly at me.
ultimate mood swing?
split personality??
zzz siaoz.

but there are nice ppl also~~
yay~~

wahlaoz 21 dec so far away.
i'm gna whine about this till it's 21 dec.
D: D: D:
SO FAR AWAY!!!
):

2008-12-05T00:18:00.000+08:00

Her guard had dropped. The hurt was so clear in her eyes.

"You didn't believe I was coming back, did you?"

She shook her head. "No."

2008-12-05T00:13:00.001+08:00

wellz.

1st day work today~
10.30am -3.30pm...

quite okay i guess.
not say v good,
but not too bad. (:

ahahahah CK!
I MET UNCLE THERE!! :D

aiyoz,
i tell you i tell you.
one day my wrist will break.

si flower!
faster come and work lehhh!
work alone so sianz.
wahlao 20 Dec so far away!!!
): ):

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i thought that the training was good. (:
it made me see the harsh realities of life,
and appreciate all that i'm having now. (:

trainers were really funny too! :D

hahahah i can't wait to start!!!!! (: (:

2008-12-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

YTD

haha, so it was bugis+ bras basah(?)+ national library+ marina square+ CTSS w lee cheong khi.
yesssss, it's her again! :D:D

soooo first up: lunch at bugis!
some nasi lemak stall..
haha their nasi lemak pretty good okay!! (:
okay, partly because i was starvinggg...

aft tt, we walked to bras basah(?).
wow, it was like they were having a book fair;
books books books and more books everywhere..

ck went to sell her books....
and she earned a grand total of....
three dollars, for five books!!
HAHAHAAHA! :D:D
(i'm nva gna sell my books there.)

poor ck was complaining abt the megre sum all the way HAHAHA! :D

went to popular on the 2nd level.
it was a total contrast to the rest of the shops/stalls.

bright, clean and inviting, it formed an invisible force, seemingly guiding ck and i into the shop.
hahahah so literature :D
hahhaha juxtaposition!! :D:D

okay.
so we spent quite a while there...
CK FINISHED READING A BOOK!
wah wah wah!
saved ard twenty buckeroos!

i was reading my book halfway when ck was almost done w hers.
so i refused to continue reading mine, in case i never got to finish it when it's at its pinnacle.
couldn't afford it anw.
aiyohhhhhh poor ppl poor ppl. ):

then we decided to visit the national library!
walked and picked books to borrow. (:
niceeeeeeeeee placeeeeeeeee. :D

i needed to buy black shoelaces so we headed off to marina square's mini toons.
hahaha. it was the right place indeed.
i got the stuff exactly how i wanted it to be. :D

apparently anna and guys were rehersing the Mockingbird play in sch so we decided to visit them!

bags were heavy and blah, so we went to put them at home first. (:
met anna, minwei, miss tnee and others in school.

wahlaoz, they rehearsed for abt another 10 min then they called it a day!!
couldn't see anything much!!!!

hahahahh but what we saw was already enough to tell the rest of the tale;
how good the play would turn out.
IM EXCITEDDD TO WATCH IT!
$2 very affordable hahahahah!!! :D

walked w retarded anna sweetiepie for awhile and then it was home sweet home... (:
(CK so retarded, bring her camera then nv take pics!!)

2008-12-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

ALLLLLRIGHT!

so today was ECP w LCK! :D:D:D
heh heh.

MRT to Bedok then bused down. (:

upon arrival, we proceeded for our first mission of the day:
the butt-cramp mission.

so we rented bikes @ $5 for 2hrs
cycled... and chatted :D

ck talked and talked until she no breath... =.=
hahahah see lah! talk so muchhh! :D

we cycled to bedok jetty and parked out bikes there.
then we took a break~
the scenery was prettyyyyyy (:
we got burnt though. =.=

after resting for quite some time,
we cycled on.
we saw a hugeeeee group of NS guys marching on th opp direction, and
*ahemz*
someone got excited~

u-turned back and cycled past them so someone could hear their commands/ yellings/ singin(?)/cheering.

some of the guys looked pretty small in size... o_O''

well. be stopped at some flowery place to....
TAKE PICTURES!! :D

lol this is just one of them....ck didn't send me hers so i cant upload them!! that grassy thing is in the shape of a bird btw.

we took a few pics..

and then ck received dampening news..(!!)
bout her mission trip/chalet and stuff..

well... she tried to settle them and i played w her cam :D
...

apparently they had problems booking the location for the chalet,
so we went to check the ECP chalet out.

quite good, in my opinion.
rather big/ near ECP= unlimited activities/ no worries bout food etc etc.
price was pretty okay too! (:
maybe we'd have our chalet there; see how their discussion goes~

cycled back, butt aching horribly. =.=

haha this cycling trip was fun!
even though we didn't manage to go far..
(like how chub, frenz and i cycled to changi beach)
hahahahah but it's okay!
ck said we'd have another 'intensive' trip soon!! :D

ohhh yessss, not to forget, we saw tricia. (:
whatt a smallll worldddd..

HOBBLED to mac to HAVE OUR COKE WE WERE CRAVING FOR!
hahahha had lunch and stuff...
then i recieved a phone call from mervyn's friend who asked if i'd like to try out for th job this
thurs.
YAYE.
i hope i get in!!! (:

went to the beach to take more pictures!
the pics turned out fab coz of the beautiful background and the warm sea breeze.

BUTTTTTTTTT.
i can't upload them coz ck's cam suddenly went haywire,
so we took the pics using our phone..
and idk how to upload them to the com!!!!
ZZZZZZZZZ.

in midst of taking pics,
it. had. to. rain.

so we took shelter at mac, waiting for the rain to stopp.
when it did, we went back to the beach, and......
it rained, again. =.=

so we took shelter at some bike shop,
and it seemed like the rain would nv stop so we decided to go home. (:

bus 196 all the way back to clementi. (2hrs?)
talked talked talked.
(ck talk v loud btw HAHAHA)
eveyone was staring at her at one point of time. :D

accompanied ck to buy dinner then
home sweet home~~~ (:

OUTING AGAIN TMR, YAY!!!! :D:D

2008-11-26T13:04:00.000+08:00

today's job hunting was a failurezxzxzxzxz.

grace and i walked till we almost dropped..
and still !!!
no one wanted to employ us! ):

asfuhakbfsvhbagfhkdjfhdsjkfsd.
nvm. tmr try again.

anyone got job intro me k! :D

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wahlao eh.
i'm like stuck in some Arian place in maple lah.

stupid munji bring me there then come back
i need to pay so much!
and wait so long!

and my stupid bro said that he'd train me but he didn't!!!
he just want to chiong his In Fighter...
good lah.
then leave my gun slinger hanging!!

>:(

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today is a bad day.
gna be a couch potato again zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2008-11-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

wow.

i. am. appalled.
by what i have seen.

shocked.
speechless.

i don't even know you, yet i feel for you. ):

haiz haiz.
don't be so stupid le k.
it's not even working.

omg omg omg.

why like that you tell me,
why like that!! >:(
^(*^%!*@)(*&#*@($*!!!

love is blind, indeed.

2008-11-25T15:42:00.000+08:00

hello i am a pirate now! :D
and dang my ugly hat! >:(

allllright.
the last few days had been boring.
maple/ gunbound/ bloghoppin ard till sian alr.
@_@

haiz.
times have changed.
even in maple.

the attitudes of maplers have changed, drastically.

it's no more
happy mapling, making friends, training slowly.

now it's just chionging chionging and more chionging lvl,
w 2x/ 4x/ 8x/ 16x exp.

i wish that we could all go back to the past,

where ppl attaining a lvl of 5x were considered godly.
where there was no such thing as '2x' exp.
where there was a cashshop that only sold clothes.
where i could fail my math w/o regretting coz --
where i xxx xxx.

where nobody knew the reason for my ultra addiction to that game,

where my character was still the stupid fairypony. (:

wouldn't it be sweet?
awwwww... :D

2008-11-23T11:50:00.000+08:00

yoooo guess what.

LAST NIGHT I DREAMT THAT I WAS TO TAKE THE LITERATURE 0 LVLS THAT VERY DAY!

and i wasn't even prepared.
so i was frantically flipping through my notes and stuff.

then in the exam hall,
i was the only candidate!

lau shin fen was there to.
she was supposed to help me write my essay.
idk why though.

then i got really pissed w her.
coz her handwriting was v ugly.
seriously ugly.

so we quarreled and
i decided to rewrite the entire essay myself (!!!)

had a headache and i vomitted.

then i woke up to realise that the lit exam was over a long time ago. =.=''
(when i woke up, i still wanted to grab my text and read!)

haiz post exam fever,
post exam fever.
=.='

2008-11-22T12:44:00.000+08:00

2B1 CLASS CHALET! <3

haha i thought that it was fantastic!

i was pretty appalled when i saw the chalet name,
"Fairy Point Chalet 1".

hahaha i thought that JX was making fun of me! (fairypony)

haha that Chalet sounds oh-so-grand,
but it's of the polar opposite.

MRT to Tampinese (?),
bus 29 to Fairy Point,
and long long walk to the chalet.

not forgetting the mosquitoes swarming ard
thirsty for blood. =.=

first look, and the chalet gave me the impression that i was about to enter a haunted house:
creepy,
too big,
scary rooms,
weird toilets.
@_@

started the BBQ, and then it rained. -.-

realised that we lacked drinks, ice, the metal thingy for BBQ
and thus joel's parents brought joel, nic teo, keiko and i out to civilisation to buy those items.

we reached the junction, and we split up to get the wanted items.
i went w joel, and it looked like i was walking ard w some ah beng thanks to his lion hair.
haha. reached the shop (which had everything) and bought the items.

haha walking back was a breeze for me coz i only had to carry the two metal thingy
while joel carried all the drinks. (6 bottles?)
eh. not me fault k. he refused my kind offer to help him.
ohh well.

keiko and nic teo were supposed to buy ice, but they bought ice creams as well!
haha it looked like keiko and i were in the same boat coz teo carried all the ice while keiko held the two ice cream cones.

haha i guess 2B1 de nan hai zi zhang da liao! :D

----

got back, BBQ-ed, gossip, ghost stories!
aft that, everyone went back to the chalet and no one dared to go to the second floor.
so everyone camped on the 1st floor and played games tgt! (:

ck, van and lau cabbed back from church.

after quite some time, ruo fan came back!
I THINK HE IS LIKE V BRAVE,
coz it was like alr 11+ 12+ and he walked back to the chalet, alone.
can you imagine how creepy that is?!?
o_O''

alright. more gossip. some of us got a lil sleepy so ck suggested that we go up to play.
of couse, the boys led the way. (:

i tried to sleep for awhile. but i got a little creeped out so i went out to play w them again.

a group of them played games w the loser drinking alcohol.
so some comical things happened later. (:

hahha TEO TEOOOO
I THINK YOU ARE V CUTE HEEHEEE :D:D

jx, joel, some others and i tried to get teo teo to sleep.
hahaha joel got really fierce when teo refused to.
:D:D:D funny funny funny :D:D:D

initially, i though this whole thing was a funny joke w teo teo trying to act weird,
but soon i realised the enormity of the situation and i grew serious.
hahaha. (:

i tried to sleep w keiko again, but still couldn't sleep.
(time check: 2am)

keiko wanted to sleep, so i accompanied her.
felt a little freaked out, but Jx came along!
hahah we chatted whilst keiko slept on.
then wendy came and Jx and I left them to sleep
and went down to play Xbox!

played some DragonballZ game.
Jx and i were evenly matched i guess. :D
Hansen totally trashed all of us.
Shavinn trashed me.
i trashed yuzheng!
YAY. :D

played till 3+ am.
went back to sleep again.
and i slept, finally!

was rudely awakened by tan wee kait to 'see the sunrise' at 6+ am.
so we headed of to the beach and
obviously we didn't see any sunrise coz it was too late.

the grass was swarming w ants and yeah.
soon out slippers were filled w ants. =.=

surprisingly,
the boys were extremely enthusiastic about taking pictures,
while we girls complained about wanting to return to the chalet to continue out beauty sleep.
haha we took a few group pics, then headed back to the chalet.

time check: 7+ am.
we girls were only supposed to sleep till 7.45am then wake up and play water bombs.
hahaa but none of us did that.

i woke up at 9am. (others were still sleeping like pigs)
and bathed.

then headed off w wendy back to civilisaton. (:
then we went our seperate ways.
i headed to east coast park, while she headed home. (:

haha this chalet was supremely fun!
i am glad i went!

THANK YOU, JOEL AND JIXIANG, for organising this chalet!
i think you 2 are good organisers;
responsible and caring for everyone!
not sleeping and running here and there to make sure that everyone's okay! (:
yay thank you guys! (:

YAY 2B1!!!!! <3

will upload the pics when i get them! (:

2008-11-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

haha yes,
the long awaited PROM NIGHT! :D

hahahaha i tell you this is very funny. very very. HAHAHA.

our table! (:

4D1! DOU DOU DOU! :D:D:D

yay DOU somemore! :D

heehee hi miss tan! (hints to anna) :D:D

wendy and sinyee! (:

Mariott (:

hello again miss tnee! haha you're so sexyy! :D

heh heh. 2 metres away okay! ;D

chubby and yingting! hahahah! xD

hi yilin pretty pretty! :D

peiling! LIT LESSONS ARE FUN W YOU ARD! :D

Ruby w her expensive hair! EH! i want to stand on the left! :D

love love <3

Hi Grace! It has been 10 years! and we're still friends! :D hahha cannot be so lazy k. AND HORRR. when you become superstar stil must remember me okay! HEE HEE. yay friends forever! I LOVE YOU GRACIEEE! Thanks for all the beautiful memories! (:

hello hello annabel sweetiepie! =] you always pi tui lor! dont like you! not faithful to me de ): haha jokes aside; it has been really wonderful being your sitting partner! i remember we always laugh through lessons and get scolded! HEEHEEE. I LOVE YOUU SWEETIEPIE! <3

princess jiunjia and pretty wendy and me! :D

haha alright. almost all the photos i have.

anyone who has anymore send me k!

2B1/ 4D1 = <3

2008-11-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

hey all! (:
i know i'm a litte late in doing this,
but ohh well. was kinda busy the past few days..

GRADUATION

hi miss tan! yay i love chem! :D

sinyee! hee hee we're evil people! i think you're really funny and cute!

yay love you! lets continue to laugh at ppl! :D:D

hi ah beng! arghhh im still v pissed w you! so smart still don't want to study! >:(

miss tnee! (: yay to mockingbird! and boo to AMSND! haha! :D:D

yo retarded bestfriend flower power! thanks for making school so lively w your stupid jokes! :D AND YUCK TO GREEN BRACES! haha! :D

lau lu ping ruby! :D heh we always tag each other yea! and your curls are super ex! haha make up pro, i'll see you soon! (:

yilin! we always stay back tgt to study yea! haha YAY TO AMATH and all best for the results! (:

Mr Chua! hahah i still remember that i'm your chairperson for 2B1! YAY! :D

HEY HEY HEY! we are the qi duo hua! hahah! well.. thanks for the memories and great times we shared these 2/4 years. it has been fantastic to get to know you guys. our dumb actions/ jokes/ gossips/ recess tgt/ going anywhere tgt will be remembered by me! (: HAHA YAY WE ROCK!

I LOVE YOU BABESSS! <3>Hi Mr Tall! haha thanks for teaching me physics and math! i think you are too tall! i hope you shrink soon hee hee :D

So much sweat and blood just for this!

Ahhhhhhhhh yes, 4D1'08. haha i suddenly don't know what to say. This is it? we're leaving. Ahhh the lovely times we had tgt. mugging/ laughing/ getting scolded by Mr K and stuff. I've two years of memories stored in my head. haha too much to narrate i suppose. well. all good things have to come to an end, and i guess this is it. Goodbye, 4D1. i think we rock, now and forever! DOU, D1, DOU! <3>

haha well, that's all the pics i have.

my idiotic camera had to spoil so i think i lost all the pics i took!

ARGHHHHHHHHHH! >:(

we will still be, friends forever! :)

2008-11-17T20:04:00.001+08:00

rain rain go away...
come again another day.. (?)

maybe just dont ever come back...

X_X

2008-11-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

:O

wish i could be more like mrs dubose.

:/

2008-11-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

SHOPPPP TILL WE DROP.

far east w ruby, grace, ck and yingting today!

whoa... v tiring...
keep in having to try dresses! @_@

zxczxczxc
i'm feeling lazy to post. :O
so i shall keep this short. :D

hahah but it was undoubtedly a fun day!

heehee ruby and grace are shopping pros!!
haha twas good to have some pros to give us shopping tips! (:

HAHA CHEONGKHI YOU ARE S-L-O-W, SLOW! :DDD

2008-11-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA/VIVO :D:D:D

well.... so.
today we had a smashing time at sentosa!
hahahahah i never expected such a hybrid of fun and laughter. :D
(i think yingting enjoyed herself the most heeheehee)

we were supposed to meet at commonwealth mrt stn at 9.10,
but yours truly woke up at 8.45 :D
rushed there to realise that yt and chubby had not changed
so i had to wait.

waiting....
they arrived with 2 of chubby's friends.

waiting....
nicholas' volleyball arrived.

waiting...
another 2 of chubby's friends arrived.

AHHHHHH FINALLY (:
10 45 & we could head off for habour front!

so yt and i were really awkward coz we didn't know chubby's friends.
so we keep looking at each other and giving faces.
chubby was v angry and kept saying,
"aiyah i regret asking you 2 to go coz ya'll like stones."
(he took back his words later :D )

bh was the only one who was friendly to us!
so chubby scolded the rest too hahahahahah! (:

-breakfast at mac.
-headed of the mono rail (?)
-chubby realised tt his wallet was missing.
-bh and wl flew to mac and got it back.
-SENTOSA
-RAININGGGG!!!!!!! ):

cold cold cold.
we took the tram to some beach.
then it started to pour. ):

haha but it's okay,
coz enthu us played in the rain anyway.
:D:D:D

VOLLEYBALL W NET= COMPLETE FAILURE
the ball never went across the net and back w/o dropping onto the floor once.
never.

had quite a bit of fun at first,
laughing at each other's silly moves..
then yt, chub and i got irritated and kept scolding anyone who missed the ball;
esp chubby :D
haha, anw, he's out CAPPPPPPTAIN! :D

stopped and played bball, catching, mushroom, vball w/o net, and other random games.

rain stopped!
played in the water (:
chubby and i built a failed sand castle (:
yt and ahemzxzxzxzxz bonded really well! :D
(heehee)

swam across to the other side and got scolded by some life guard.
(i was v scared on the was across coz i kept thinking that i will get bitten by crocs!)

lunch at koufu!
stupid chicken rice!
so ex yet so little rice and chicken! >:(

went to rent bikes.
CHUBBY LOST IS WALLET, AGAIN.
wl flew back to get it back (:
haha chubby, i think you're really blessed.

cycling!
fun + tiring.
chubby almost got killed.. @_@
coz we cycled to the main road where there were LOTS of cars.
pretty good coz we had a great 'tour-guide' (wl)
and we were never in a postion where we had to hesitate on where to go or get lost.
slopes are.... windy! (:
:D:D:D

washed up, then dinner at habour front.
gossipy ;X
realised that some are not what they seem to be! :/

took pictures, then went to the arcade at vivo!
saw many many familiar faces!
not 1 group, but a grand total of 4 groups of ppl from ctss!

yt, chubby and i played the bball thingy (and sucked at it)
then played the hocky thingy w chubby and trashed him!
played the hockey thing again w wl and got trashed (...)

took more pics and
went home.

yt pangseh-ed me to take cab w ahemzzxzxzxzxz.
got insulted on the MRT that chubby's friends thought that i was zi bi. =.=
(coz i wasn't as noisy as yt LOL)
(kk jk yt pls dont kill me)
...

home sweet home. (:

yt today fun hor! (:
haha && chubby i seriously think that you have v nice friends. (:
every single one of them is nice. (:

hahahah will up load pics if i can ever get them on to the com.
:D:D:D:D:D

2008-11-12T21:52:00.001+08:00

AIYAH I GIVE UP LAH.

stupid maple make me dl so many things then
in the end stilll cannot work (!!!)

i shall attempt it again when i have more patience.
abcdefg i spent 4 hrs trying to figure the stupid thing out.
and i am still trying.

ZZZ.

AND RUBY LAU YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING BIO,
NOT BLOGHOPPING! :D:D