oh nozz must stop sleeping...
and start doing some work.. ><

today's dance practice was tiring. (2-7pm)
ya i know it's a sunday, but no choice coz performance day is coming real soon and we lack practices!!

but i like dance like that. :)

k need to start on some tutorials. bye. :)

ouch

i just got slapped hard today.

by my lit result.
it was disastrous.
the marks couldn't be lower.

hmm.
it's rather timely, just when i'm slacking away this slap came.
actually, i was getting complacent... heh.
but it's damn painful can. i dont think i deserve such a hard one lor...
coz i did study after all...

ok not gna cry over split milk.
need to work doubly hard for lit.
need to wake up.. and be a no life mugger once again...
haiz.

haha okay aft thinking for some time i'm glad for this result thou i was super affected in the morning, afternn and evening. shows that i'm not ahmazing aft all. and i'll die a worse (although i think nth can be worse than this. yes, it's that bad.) death if i dont start studying hard noww.

anw just some random thoughts,
- you suck.
- you suck too.
- hate irresponsible people.
- true colours are surfacing and i'm getting scared + irritated + pissed.

dont like school.
need to talk to fp fast.

holiday

in lieu of collage day, we had no school today. (yay haha)

aiyah but i had to go back to school anyway... =.=
to prepare for the smu concert.

hmm. i havent been dancing for a reallyyy long time. (since the end of ayg)
yea and like aft today's practice, i'm having really horrible muscle aches already.
esp my stomach muscles. like 60 crunches killed it alr.
ehh during the lumos times, we did like 90 crunches everyday and i was ok lor...
aiyoh aiyoh. weak liaoz.

ok so i'm quite scared since there are only 5 more practices till the performance.
and today was our official first practice only.. hmm...
hope i dont screw up like last time.
but i'm not standing in front anymore so... HEH HEH HEH.
thank goodness. =.=

oh well. wanted to go shopping aft dance but i just had to sleep aft bathing.
so ended up having lunch only. :(
boooo. aft this week, i'm like so gna have no life again.
sian. dont wana go to school.... *whines*

oh my ct results are rather interesting btw. haha.
have loads of things to say abt this topic but well...
it's a rather sensitive topic so i think tt i'll just have to talk to fairypony.
hahah.

i miss mapleeeeee. :(
but i forgot my password AS WELL AS my pin number.
ARGHH.

pw

won't say that i'm not pissed.

in fact, i'm boiling.

don't know if i'm justified to say this, but grp mber(s) are really pissing me off.

argh feel like banging my head on the wall.

don't wana go to sch.

suffocating...

and it's just the beginning of the new term..
how to survive? T_T

sometimes i can't help but feel :(.
just trying to stay afloat is alr killing me.
you really have to sacrifice so much to survive in a sch like mine.
and it's really :( when you try and try, putting in so much effort and they just go unrecognized.
aiyah but this is not new to me so...
i just gotta try harder, i guess...

lol anwz,
i passed the phy test that i thought i had 0% chances of passing. (o_O bet you're surprised too wahahah PHYSICS LEHHHHH. :D)
and failed the chem test that i thought i had quite a high possibility of passing. =.=
lolzzzz i'm retarded. xD

i'd give anything for a piano right now. ><

coz we're all rockstarrrs (:

♥♥♥

they're the reason why i ♥ dance even though i'm horrible at it, the reason why i enjoyed long, tiring ayg practice sessions, the reason why i'm still in nj.

indeed, i love the company way more than the place.

♥