scared

:/ sigh i get pissed/annoyed/sad everyday sigh. /:

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i simply can't comprehend

how you can utter such words when you never mean them,
how you are able to make promises that you never intend to keep.

it baffles.. and annoys me ttm. (the latter holding the stronger feelings)
just wth is wrong with ya'll?
such ficklemindedness, such incongruity. tsk.

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aww, damn. :(

Life's a bitch.

"Welcome back to school! Wecome a brand new year!"

yea shut up man you. your voice is the last thing that i wana hear. as if i really want to come back. trust me, if i could, i wouldn't. undoubtedly.

quite unfortunately, the first day of school hasn't been a good one.

the timetable was terrible. srsly, nj, why are you doing this to me! :(
right. so i was devestated when i realised that wendy, huishan and i weren't in the same math class anymore, and huishan won't be having chem lessons tgt w me any longer. as if it's not bad enough, nj just HAD to put me in classes with those people i LOVE. thanks man, it really helps a hell lot.

so for the first two hours i just spammed wendy's inbox with FML- related messages. hahah thanks for being so tolerant manz. (: srsly, i couldn't think abt anything much but FML during the first two periods.

thankfully, things got better later. realised that jiawen would be in the same chem and math class as me, and i'd have weiwei for gp (THANKFULLY).

yup and the day ended with a bang with the realisation that i was no longer needed to be present in chinese classes, which meant that.... i'd be released at 1.30 on mon! :D woohoo.

shopping with huishan and wendy aft sch was :) :) :).

alright but the bad thing is.... hols hw. i didn't think that teachers were actually gna collect the hw so i didnt really complete gp.

well, i was wrong.

wheeeee

yay, i really must congratulate myself for completing say, 7/10 of my gp homework! (eh not easy to do ok!) hahaha whoa, i've never felt more accomplished since after my op! :D :D

darn.

i feel like a noob now. :(

if only if only if only!! >:(

i'm sorry

i wish there was more that i could do... but i'm just a useless coward, feeling so bad everytime i see you sad, yet not daring to do anything. still useless, so i guess i can only give you my sincere apology...

sorry... and be happy! :')

Feels like skydiving w/o a parachute.

sigh. wade just hit the bullseye.

it never occured to me till now, which is a little late. but well, better late than never, they say. so i'll just be glad. hmm. somehow i've got a feeling (that tonight's gna be a good night hahaha) that i subconsciously knew it somehow, but i just refused to acknowledge the fact that i wasn't equipped with a parachute. perhaps it's because i just didnt want to go through all that trouble again for it, and i was running out of time..

but now that i know, i'll get it, asap.

oh btw my room is finally packed! yay! (: